if only time would fast forward to the future

watching tv in bed together just like how we would in the future.
if only time would fast forward.
i managed to kipnap aaron’s bulldog softtoy! finally! woohoo!
had tomyum bee hoon at jln remaja. too awesome! going swimming tmr then im gnna start on e-lectures. “i can do all things through christ who gives me strength”

had physics test today.stayed up pretty late last night to revise because i didnt manage to complete it earlier. probably a bad choice. brain was so tired this morning. after so many years of tests and exams, i still get nervous.more so in university. during the test, i chanced up 2 pretty much exact same questions (they were online and randomly generated from a set of questions) wasnt too sure but my answers were kinda close to the options given. i felt confident after my test and we could check out grades immediately after the test. and i got a C. that alphabet stared right back at me on the screen. i couldnt believe it. at that time i didnt know what went wrong. neither could i understand why i did so badly. i felt disappointed. after sacrificing time with my family, time to rest etc, this is the grade that i get? but honestly, i know that God didnt promise good grades with the amount of effort/time u put in. i feel like giving up. after 6 weeks of pressing on. recess week is here. i dont know what is gnna happen. 2 more tests after recess week. i guess i can only try my best. because tho i dont know where all these is taking me, God know best. hard to hang on to that fact when i cant see anything ahead of me. but i trust the headlights of my car along this dark winding road.


One thought on “if only time would fast forward to the future

  1. tabby says:

    aw hang in there babe! here for you kay(:
    and at least one (pretty significant) bit of your future’s been taken care of already eh?(; hehe

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