im planning my timetable now and i feel so so sick and i just want to go flop into bed. but i just wanted to take time and be thankful for God’s blessings. He has been so good to me. He doesnt have to do anything more to make me love Him more. i really pray and entrust my timetable into His hands. all my classes and electives, i want to surrender it all. Friends or no friends, God will provide.
at this time despite feeling super sick, i feel joy inside me because i know God is with me. it’s a feeling that is hard to describe. the peace that cannot be obtained from anywhere else.