just when i though things were taking a turn for the better, it just got worse. for me at least. who am i kidding the pain is still there. it is raw. despite the attempts to cover it up, not on purpose but for the sake of moving on, sometimes things just resurface. it’s like ripping off a plaster off a fresh wound. it hurts.
there are so many things on my mind. yet i have to remind myself to surrender.
sometimes i wonder why does it have to be so hard. but i realize. it’s not up to me to decide. ive have so many regrets i wish i can just erase from my memory.
2 Corinthians 12:9-11
New International Version (NIV)
9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 10 That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.