having a mental struggle right now. nothing seems to make sense. everything annoys and irritates me. i wondered why so many times today over so many other issues. i guess this is part of growing up. so many things i cannot decipher. so many things are still grey and foggy. i wish i had answers.
anyway, been exercising quite a bit and also eating quite a bit. right now, my goal is to eat to exercise and exercise to eat.
i think i’m just having a case of identity crisis