it hasnt been a good few days for me. and i have been spending the past two days feelings guilt, disappointment, hurt, confusion and sadness. i dont really want to elaborate on the whole incident again but i keep replaying what happened that fateful friday in my mind. it’s going to take awhile for me to recover from this emotionally. to gain my confidence as a dog owner. i never thought that i would face a day like this.
well, if anything, this incident has taught me to look at myself and assess how i handle unforeseen circumstances. it’s times like these when u know if u crack under pressure. how would u handle a situation like this? it wasnt easy. but i felt i handled it the best way i could.
i would like to move on from this. sigh. dont worry, Bandon and Rusty are fine.